I’ve forgotten what i wanted and what i want
where do i go from here.
do i continue telling you about what i wanted?
do i try to tell you why or give a possible reason for why i’ve forgotten?
do i try to explain why the past and present feel the same? like what i wanted then is what i want now?
do i try to retell the events or discussion leading up to what instigated(right word?) me thinking this thought?
do i move on altogether.
i could move on. trying to figure out any of this feels like it would take too much time and effort and i’m tired right now. so i’d rather move on.
goodnight.
